my mum sent me an email early in the morning to tell me about the job ad on the news. and, she ask me go down for the interview. so, ya. i just go lo. (:
alright, then my dad bought breakfast for me in the morning. but, i didnt eat much at all. i've got no appetite. then after that, send in my options for the JAE thing. yupp, i sent it already. i am THAT kancheong. LOL. i also dunno y? ^.-
in the afternoon bout 12plus, i went for the interview with my dad and we almost lost our way. i just went there and fill in a form. then im accepted already. although the person never circle the 'accepted' word on the form. i just hope nothing goes wrong and i can start work soon. (: oh, they are looking for people who wants to work as sales assistant. its a flower shop. so, cheanpin, if you are interested, tag me! :D yupp.
if nothing goes wrong, i will officially start work on the 21st Jan. i have to work during CNY as well. only on the first day though. (: at least i get to earn some money. :D haha. oh, and, something REALLY funny happen. the interiewer thought that my dad was my BROTHER! omg! is either he looks young, or i look old. ): LOL!
i just hope what i think is right. i dun want another disappointment, another moment to feel hurt. i think im thinking too much. oh gosh. i definitely am. T.T
well, song of the week refers to a song that i've been listening over and over again for the whole week. haha, i'll have one every week unless that song stuck onside my head for 2weeks. LOL.
sorry. the official mv embedding is taken away by the owner. bear with this.
okay, another venting anger session. alright, i admit, my results are not so very nice that i can flaunt to others or whatever. but, at least i met my mum's expectations. i think despite meeting her expectations, she's still not that happy about it. i mean, seriously, my results are not very good. i might not even be able to get into the course i want.
what's the point if i distort the truth about my results? LOL, so what if my bro can go uni? hello, i haven even pass poly yet, how am i suppose to go uni?! when my bro's results are poor, did you even notice? when my results are poor, then started comparing. please, if you want to care about your own feelings, please care about how those people who have their results in their hands feel.. i cant stand people talking behind me.
physics, F9 -> B4. chemistry, E8 -> B3 even mdm yaw was happy for me. -.-
do anyone ever know what im feeling exactly right deep down my heart with my results? other than myself? so, just shut up.
nothing much about my results. a few quotes from me. (:
"things will somehow work out." so, please dun worry too much for those who thinks that their results are not good. cause, i think im worse than whoever you are out there.
"everything is over. dun harp on anything anymore" yupp, 2 out of 3 nightmares are over. so, there's only one more left that is where we'll be posted to. so, you can spend lesser time worrying over that. LOL. but, DUN MISS THE REGISTRATION DATES!
alright, that's it. (: and, I FULFILLED MY 5TH RESOLUTION(the one that was updated few days back). :D haha. i manage to let it go already. well, i think i forgot about 1/6 of it. (: so, yupp. its okay if none of you understands what im saying.
dun ask me anything about my results. im done telling people about my results. thanks.
i think its super natural for everyone to be nervous for tmr lo. cause, its the result day! i was worrying about it the whole afternoon today. i was very afraid that i wun be able to go into the course that i want. but, whatever it is, im definitely going to go for my INTERIOR ARCHITECTURE COURSE! :D i dun care. hah.
well, i think daniel's right. have faith in God. if you have faith, you wun have to worry. worry and faith are oxymoron. so, im going to have confidence in myself and have faith in Him. although the peace from Him wasnt that strong. but, i believe i'll be fine. :D come on people! face tmr! :D:D
i thought of this when i was alone on the bus back home from church. i've got to add one more resolution.
#5 Let go of things that i should have let go a long time ago sometimes, i just have to let things go no matter how much i miss it. when its gone, it really is. i just dun like the feeling of holding on to it anymore. it feels so terrible and tiring. so, i shall try my best to let it go. its something not worth holding on to anymore. but, something worth remembering. (:
sorry for being so emotional all of a sudden. HAHA. :D:D
this is the first time i went to an open house. LOL. went to TP with keneth and cheanpin today. alright, i have to say, the school's big and the people are really nice. (:
hmm, we had lunch in TP. the food's okay la. (: and we watched the fashion show by the apparel design people. if my results permit, i will go TP lo. for my interior architecture. (: hah. i think keneth just show them his photos ar, they will just say, "okay, you dun have to interview. you can start school on april." HAHA! its really nice. i think the photos in the school cannot be compared to his. i mean some la. not all. haha. shit(toilet). i think im praising him a lot. LOL! be honoured, keneth.
after lunch, we wanted to go home. so, i asked zhaoxiong and in the end, we lost our way! we walked under the hot sun to find the bus stop for about 3omins bahh. -.- cheanpin got the pictures. but, i think i super act cute! HAHA. on purpose de. LOL. then finally, we took 985 home. i went to the church la. so, church service start. nothing to talk about. just funny lo. (:
okay, same here. today is completely SLACK. i didnt even do housechores lo. haha. watch anime again. but, skip like 6episodes to the ending one. cause i dun wan to watch too much. haha.
uh, let's see what i have for the whole day. from morning, 10plus(the time i wake up) to 6plus, i had only one 香饼(something like 老婆饼), one biscuit, two pieces of bread(gardenia) and 9pieces of mochi(which is as big as a twenty-cent coin) -.- that's basically the food i had the whole day!
at 6, i went to fetch my cousin from de laselle and almost fainted along the way. cause, i eat very little. well, its not that i dun want to eat. but, when you did not work out your body much, naturally, you do not need a lot of food. that's y i didnt eat much. my stomach wasnt hungry too. when i got to his school, my ears were still hurting, A LOT. it felt like when you dive deep underwater without any gears like that. LOL. and, my head was spinning plus, i almost vomitted.
thank God, my cousin had one marshmallow with him(given by his teacher). so, i took a bite to curb the vomit. i felt better already. just that, my ears were still hurting badly. ): that's y, IM NEVER GOING RUNNING ANYMORE! i think cycling or swimming is like much better la!
came home and had quite a nice dinner. with fried chicken wings and drumsticks! :D haha. went to bathe, had dinner and watch tv while my mum coaches my cousin. when it was 9, we change shift. (: oh, here's what i was doing when coaching him at the same time. i just had too much time to spare. LOL.
this is the before. i just draw and outline. (: pardon my drawing, still learning. |x
this is the coloured one! LOL. uhh, the left hand is actually holding the dress(facing the same direction as the drawing). the hand part wasnt very nice. my bad. |x but, that's my best. haha.
alright, awaiting my results. im so scared now. all of a sudden. i scared i get more than 20 la. that's how bad my prelims were. ..... 30plus. -.-
its the open house season. but, of all poly open houses, im only going to one, TP. LOL. im just to lazy to go for others and i dun really like to attend open houses. btw, results are coming out on the 11jan, 2pm.
i did nothing the whole day except watching tv and using comp. that's how life goes.. oh man. someone, seriously, recommend me a job! T.T im rotting away....... i think when i go back to school for results, only 1/4 of my body are left...
some pictures of what i've done. (:
the bookmark i gave my cousin. (: well, it wasnt laminated. cause, no time. LOL. i had to give him before school reopens. -.-
the back of the bookmark. (: with some encouragement for him. hee.
this is the side. well, its those magnetic ones. so got a little flap.
two little pouches. (: for coins or mp3, etc. im just too bored. josh has one too. LOL.
hah, my self-made notebook. (:
the front of the book. (:
my drawing skills still sucks. but, after months of practicing, this is what i get. hee.
